Wednesday, December 25, 2013

There is no wind

It's metaphorical, the wind that blows.  It cannot be measured in knots or mph. It is not measurable. Only in feeling. We know that times change as does your skin and your ideas. But again time is just a measure. Feelings are measurable by descriptors; ie, sad, hot, angry, just go with the flow. Love life. Be someone you would be proud to know and enjoy what you do. 

Thursday, November 28, 2013

Late November

11/28/13
I must say for the majority of the year I was looking forward to Thursday, November 28, 2013. Well the day comes and the feelings towards it dwindle. No family close by, a day at work, no woman. But then I look to the sun and realize I'm not here to rely on other people. I'm on this floating rock alone. Yes, maybe people love me but in reality how is it that I'm supposed to live a fulfilling life unless I do it myself. That's what everyone else has done in the past and will do in the future. Today, I have no regrets. Today, I will not sink into a drunken despair.  Today, I am strong and thankful for the people that choose to be in my life. I am happy that I have a chance at a future i can be proud of and that I am still young enough to make all my dreams a reality. Thanksgiving is a time to give thanks. What I am thankful for is the strength I have found in myself to persevere, even through the toughest most downtrodden times.

11/10/14
Right on past Thomas. One thing that you failed to mention in this past post was that the week before you had an amazing thanksgiving dinner with friends and family. We had a potluck thanksgiving, at your house, and it was a great success, leading to a concert of The Green at the Catalyst with some of the best people ever. Just remember that even though that date, November 28th 2013, was spent alone, you actually had one of the most amazing thanksgivings with some of the best people in the world. Count your blessings, not your sad times dude

Friday, April 5, 2013

Blowing smoke

I have stumbled upon you once again. It isn't a coincidence and that's what makes it so meaningful. The lawful allowance of activities is praised and sweet. No expectations of how it would make me feel. But it did not change my feelings. It's not the cool thing to do or be, it just is a thing that makes me happy. Well looks like I'm lucky. I found it early. Gunja

Friday, March 22, 2013

Chicago

This place is amazing. I love the city. The boutique shops, the people, the buildings. Ill be back lovely.